Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Undisposable Dreams 4 before 3

 Love ............without boundaries
she waits for him , fear  running
he breaks boundaries to be with her, fear nothing


i hear of a love that has no boundaries better than any moment any breath and life
better than any movie any book any dream
better than any thing Ive seen
I hear of a love where lovers put their life ofr each other just to be with each other
I hear of a love that stretches through the land and the  sky and cameras to show me to teach me what love is all about
I watch their eyes , their respect their need and want their want their desire
I watch their love grow
I feel so happy to see love so beauitful still happen today
it makes my heart smile to see love break free like so
for love to bend through all chains
to fly through all closures
to reach her heart
to reach her............

I find my eyes tearing for love should be simple should be true should be impatient yet mature
should be worthwhile
not organised, not boring not meaningless
two people should come together and you should see the connection merge, surge
I find my eyes tearing for I understand
what it is I am looking for..................
Dear God.......Please help me dream right and feel right and be right


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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -