Memoirs of a Sudanese Breath: I am reminded

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I am reminded

Of all I want

Soft

Sweet

Tender

Forgiving...

...Very Forgiving

Passionately Forgiving

Over - standing

Not Under -standing

Wanting

...Wanting me

Deeply

I am reminded...

Of a family ''to be''

And protection from he

From you

I am reminded

When I see

Fully grown trees of beautiful families that I am lustfully jealous from

I write to remind myself

Of treasures I dream

That seem

Close...

But I am reminded

Of an isolated time ahead

And solitude rhyme I tread

Patterns of joy glisten silence

I am reminded of ...silent doors
And lonely floors of destined accommadation

All stake sweet latitude

And thin attidude

But I am reminded

He will never pay

You won't feel

You won't feel it

You will never say

I need to stay

From Today

Forever with you

No comments:

Post a Comment

What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -