A failure of a woman
A failure of a mother
Begging for love
Looking for answers
Words
Someone to soothe this pain
Mama are you ok?
And the medicine is on
But still my thoughts are black
My mind races
Why such difficulty
Why with me like this?
Why am I such a failure with myself
And why do I feel so disappointed so afraid
Why can’t I lick my wounds
At least my wounds are not from an accident
They’ve been layered and I’m angry and afraid
Going to mungnet
I feel so alone
I am so Alone
These thoughts are just too much
These wishes are to much to bare
These disappointments little ones are like mountains
It makes me ache
That I have to try this hard
But in my dreams no one can hurt me
And that’s why I run to them
And although I hate them
I give in to them
BecUse in there it’s perfect
The water boy they called him
And he wasn’t for a while
But now I’m a burden
Where he answers rarely
And doesn’t for the majority
And where I cry with being so alone
I’m sick of it all
I’m just sick of it all
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