I am kind i am my heart is kind and i know it
No one can tell me otherwise even me
And i realise that things that upset me can make me weak it does not make me a bad woman
No i am a good woman a great one
I am smart and i am young
Knowledge is my colour and seeping through i have let devils enter
Bad thoughts and short intervals or pain
I have made broken promises to myself time and time again
Unreasoned with trauma and regret of mind
But i am a good morning and a sweet night
I am that jasmine queen of the night except i am the hope of the night
I am the innocence and honesty i grew up with and the joys i felt
I am the many dreams i have gone through and the stories i have met
I am the faith that lights me and the words that bright me
But words are a dangerous tool that i must create and make
I am also a dangerous woman
Having hurt people the closest to me
I am also a dangerous woman
Damaging my clean self and soul and giving those fantasies away to who what where i dont even know
Its like having a gold ring and throwing it in the ocean
Just dont open your fingers and let it slip
Dont let it slip
And dont look at that ocean like its engulfing
Like its horrendous
Like its tormenting
Like its too big
Look at it like its the size of that ring in your hand
The size that it is to allah
Like a cup of water
Look at it like the refreshing future it could be
The beautiful mystery it holds
Hold that ring and look for more
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