Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Only regret, regret


Never regret things you do anymore
Only regret something that u are supposed to do and are not doing
i.e only regret the future if you do not conquer


Never regret the way you look
that is gods gift and time
Only regret the way your soul looks if you do not look back at it
and test it
control it
and love it at the same time


Never regret calls you make or weaknesses of kindness
only regret the type of weakness that is from a devil
the type that makes you sleep and feel all wrong


only regret that you can be stronger
so be stronger
only regret that you can be faster
so be faster
only regret that you can be hope
and so hope for the better, for the best
for the everlasting

2 comments:

Cupcake said...

"Never regret calls you make or weaknesses of kindness"

Love it! Very Empowering and inspiring :)

May I invite you to please attend an Open Mic Poetry Night at Beit El Funoon in Khartoum Bahry. It would be brilliant if you can come attend and feed some souls.

Much love and respect

Sara

Sudan Fairytale said...

Thank you for the invite - but unfortunately I am not in sudan - when I am in sudan next I will do my best to come -
SF

What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -