Faithful mending_ Help me & Don't break me

I ask you god to help me and not break me

For without you secrets would secretise inside me and flow

flow irreversible within my veins

until my system is damaged and savaged with broken thoughts

and imaginative disasters if irreparable despair

I try to cry but no more

no more will i succumb to the illiterate pain of a devils belonging, like a virus only being able to gather on the energy of others, cannot regenerate without the life of someone else

So I have asked and am determined that you rid me of the devils contamination,

Dear God, I beg you look after me and listen to me for I will not beg and pray and plead

for anyone but you, I will not cry for anyone but you

I will not tear for anything but your words

I Will only pearl for the fantasies of heaven and paradise driveways, shrubs, trees and gardens of my dreams -

I will get strong

I will not let someone close or far, dear or near - take my faithful faith, my drawing patterns of beauty

my new lines of power

my new offerings of peace

within my soul, heart and mind

So I ask you to help me and not break me