Dont love something that is bad for you
and Dont hate something that is good for you
because you fall apart and get lost in the cracks
you become painted with misery and find no light to find you
you source the love but also the pain
and the pain is addictive and hard to get rid of
you spend the time like its drug money
you need more constantly
you start to lie
you start to hide
you start to forget
you start to sit empty in the dark
you start to lose
your life essentially
you lose meaning
its silly
but its real
and although its tremendous what a good story can do
its more tremendous what a sick heart can feel and what a tricked mind can do
choking in dreams
those are the true handcuffs
that is the real punishment
not loving yourself
not loving yourself enough
not loving yourself at all
not wanting yourself
not caring about yourself
not looking at yourself
not being there for yourself
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