The grass nfolds me in a mystery of far away sanity where I reach out to find my soul
Here I am....... Miles and miles away from somewhere once Only imagined now I am in the imagination where one day I never knew now I know . One day I dreamt and dreamt to the power of unknown seconds that turned into years know I am in the dream
I am in the dream of the rising star and the falling moon the romantic journey andn the final destiny the chivalrous soldier and the undying strength of true love the unfailing bravery the time never lost and the eyes that only trust I am ...... Wait
I feel all the rythym in the sky and I her nature explode with gods love in front of me I see power beauty richness that I admit I have never seen but behind me and all around me I................. I fear o deep to write
You know I imagine switches in people's minds that switched them
I imagine Actors amidst reality
One day the real film will be made
For the whole world to see
One day the real story will be told for this is the fallacy
Fallacy oftime place emotion destruction devotion
I have never seen such shattering de votion
Such broken love
I can see why they love I can see why they want and desire
Buti can also see why they die each day a little more I can see why every moment words are taught it erases gods miracles on us
Ya Allah thank you for sending me to a place so beautiful buti am sorry my eyes are broken into a thousand Ideas
I find myself here lost as usual but know ever so
For here I have discovered such undiscovered areas such told lies such expressing music that my own report is low
If I had chance to high my score...... Welll
I would swirl petals with cars and red velvet cake with Quran showering amidst the lavish landscape music of old and sudan with rap of new and motivated familiarity I would wake up early and design the night
I would write and write and write about what's right I would ask the handsome and the brave the bold but the beautiful the wise and thes trong but the most humble and the most alert I would ask god for help and hang ramaddan on the walls as well as new turskish dubbed series with an array of silly Egyptian ones.....the Sudanese news boring magnificence plays the winding of the night for time is precious and I would have precious silk owns and the boðy to impress the man of m dreams I would never cry and I would find myself in his kisses and our caressing days....wrappped in each. Others arms and twirled with happiness for in this vast life in this alone planet within a planet inside a world we live......extravagant and unshaken by .........the borderless life
For nonoe can enter our Borders without permission no one can tell us what to do no one can steal the most precious and only thing god gave metocontrol my actions and my faithand he knows that .....the one I share my life with
No one can make me fight for anything but what I believe in
No amount of beauty I would pay for to delete byname and make a new one. No nothing in this fantastic rip in time can make me argue for somethingiwas not born for
I wonder about true commitment and true honesty am I the true? No I am not that strong but then haven not really met someone who is
I wonder about the gaps that we fill and the space that we hold in this earth and the time that is allocated to us and the squaresthat we move in the circles that we love in and the triangles we get stuck in
I wonder about the. Fences we live around and the knowledge we pay for and the driving to life we learn
I wonder about what people mean and what means everything to people
Why does life have to be so cruel why do I share the conscience so deep inside me but so powerfully raw alive and screaming inside me taking every bit of my happiness and changing to thought
I wonder ehby I think I unique...... . I am only one little tiny non existent part of gods story but he. Has empowered with this heavy conscience this ...... Never sleeping why's and how's and nos and all that I want is to feel ht I belong but I know that the only place iwill ever really belong is......where god places me
I ask myself all the most simple but unimaginably difficult questions
Who am I
What do I want in life
What are my dreams
What is my destiny
Where do I belong
And then ....... What does love mean to me?
I.....got cut off by my relative....... To be continued
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