I am... in a gym mood
recycling the battered troubles of my mind and excersising truth
I want to run and be free - live life to the fullest expenditure of energy
I want to try hard and feel happy I mean truly happy with myself
and all I can be
I want to be motivated to control and satisfy the good intentions of my ....
my hairstyle my body my temptations my soul
i want to conquer majesty and magazines DVD rentals of good hope
i want to watch movies and read successful books to be successful
i want to get to know something that was in me and I ignored
something simple and I looked at it the wrong way the hard way
tell me - can someone change so fast so easy
like a switch button powered on, powered now powered do not press but got pressed
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I buy all these things to suffice me
but today I enticed me
by the simple magical twists of wedding love
I searched beyond my devasted affairs and into their scent, their hair their clothes their babies
I wanted a baby
but i want to go to the gym first
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THis is a crazy dimensioned honesty catastrophe of a poem
not lyrical, very personal and written very fast
but it might just be the first time I am breathing with communication
and i am living with dedication - to go to the gym
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