Divorce - الطلاق

This series is so interesting, educational and most of all intimidating to the heart and mind of what a devils love really is - wicked and evil - and falling to our weakness and bad intentions are only the beginning of a losing desperate road if we ever do fall in love with a devils love -
Nothing makes us feel more helpless, and so torn apart, broken down and lost than listening to the devil-
Nothing is more harder than fighting the temptation to give in to whatever seems so reasonable and lustful at the time - but deep in our goodness we know its a powerful lie, defeat of a challenge - and nothing is less attractive than a quitter
This battle we should never give in to- to win ourselves and not let this fake devils love win us over temporarily and we need to prove to ourselves the meaning and loyalty that we hold internally, and keep our souls strong and clean for God to see.

I was really moved by this series called - abaleeso and I hope it will be a striking truth for young people to learn from (THIS IDEA AND THE REST OF THEM) -

Finding

Conquests of truth needed to realise
The momentarily broken down youth
Strength preceded by the devils army and the battle is won
Before I even sung
A rhythm for a helping call
My defence was shattered to the silent shivering night
I lost my meaning, I lost my fight
Endless sky full of nothing
Looking down on me as I interpret life wrong
Shades in people darker than usual
Memories that shouldn’t get approval
In this time – weakness is strength
Forgetting everything becomes wealth
Temporary pleasures in a world inconsistent and fair to you –
Well I should think it is a white lie waiting for its queue
To erupt from your tears and your fears into a silent ground for regret
Don’t you wish you did things differently?

Drive

Black city that runs in my veins escaping through the motorways of anxiety and fear that a red traffic light will suffice to slow me down. I wonder about my junctions and my functions, battery of remedy to electricute my past and blast me into the future so I can drive.. Drive into never never land, drive into me, drive into you and drive into light - but light is far away from hope, drive.....

I drive into my mind to find explanations and reasons, why and when's fly by like highway signs, I forget the brand but i know the meaning - I remember what i should buy - lies and a dry bottle of water. pain seeps through my throat, my gut, my stomach like pain is food to begin with - I sit - still - too many arrows giving me unknown directions, too many memories swaying my dreams.... my dreams.... what were they? where did they go - the only want and desire is to find them - i sip on my broken thirst and turn the gears to find time once more - I screech on the brakes to protect and I open the engine to steam out the steams of tears that collected in my imagination - - i don't know does the car need more oiL? do i need oil - to lubricate the stiffness in my bones - the stiffness .... the way I see my eyes cracking and my vision becoming less than half dimensional - Silence of the moment - my heart races to the emptiness of my resources - what can fix me? - The AA? -

I stare at the sky all the colours running into a swirl of cobweb lace - so low its going to wrap me in its haze, drag me into bliss - i wish it did - take me into another place - so i can see the true identity of my place - but here - is also where i want to be - im confused with my state of plee - i shut my heartbreak and decide to drive on..... Drive

No one is going to have the right screws to replace - the sadness on my face -

But it cant be too late - it cant be

I must drive back to me -

Life in Ransom_ Silk Hell

A broken down marriage can feel like a silk hell

Life in Ransom_ Second chance

You always have a second chance to be happy, in control and comfortable with your life. Stay on the alive side.

Life in Ransom_ Agenda

Life in Ransom_ Smile

Please keep smiling

Lazy employee راتبك بالحرام

This series is so interesting, educational and most of all intimidating to the heart and mind of what a devils love really is - wicked and evil - and falling to our weakness and bad intentions are only the beginning of a losing desperate road if we ever do fall in love with a devils love -
Nothing makes us feel more helpless, and so torn apart, broken down and lost than listening to the devil-
Nothing is more harder than fighting the temptation to give in to whatever seems so reasonable and lustful at the time - but deep in our goodness we know its a powerful lie, defeat of a challenge - and nothing is less attractive than a quitter
This battle we should never give in to- to win ourselves and not let this fake devils love win us over temporarily and we need to prove to ourselves the meaning and loyalty that we hold internally, and keep our souls strong and clean for God to see.

I was really moved by this series called - abaleeso and I hope it will be a striking truth for young people to learn from (THIS IDEA AND THE REST OF THEM) -

Life in Ransom_In Love with Islam

Life in Ransom_ Secret

What does a secret mean to you?

How important is a secret? yours and others?

Life in Ransom_ Normal Day

Life in Ransom_ Come Inside...

So many thoughts between what can be wrong and what can feel so right...

When do you know someone is no longer a stranger?

And what if you are wrong?

Life in Ransom...Embracing the woman

Mellisa Nathan - Favourite Books

These are escapism books from the dark and reality into light, sweet, romantic, love composed, smile putting type of colourful stories.
There is also a book called - 'The Nanny' which is a famous TV show -

Khawatir (Where to Find Happiness)

This is one of the most interesting muslim men I have heard - words in these episodes are meaningful, easy yet complex and most importantly are filled with encouragement, understanding and prosperity towards Islam and loving faith -

It's a path towards giving muslims a new face - one that is of a couragous identity

This one is about where to find happiness and it really made an impact on me from its truth, honesty and modern outlook that is contained , the references and the simplicity

Life in ransom - You are 2

Pilgrim Luxury - I always wish that I was pure/clean/ beautiful with what a pilgrim luxury has to offer - someone whose heart is beating with true love for God, Life and good things. waking up in the morning I wish that the first thing that would come to my mind is praising God - is to say thank you
A pilgrim luxury is the way of life that you would be happy with, proud of, admiring of your actions because you know they are admirable/courageous /brave
You live with a white heart and positive encounters with memories and the future -
I want to have a pilgrim luxury