When you want to be a good mother and you can’t
When you want to be patient and you cant
When you want to be kind and you cant
When you want to not reply and ypu cant
When you want it to not be this way but it is
When you can’t stand what others are thinking and saying about you but you can’t
When you have work to do but there’s no time
When you want to be the best but end up being the worst
When you fear that will be the case always
When ypu have 4 chances and you’ve already failed two
When you think you’re smart but you really are not
When you think you are healthy but you are really are not
When you’re just tired of being told off so many times it just doesn’t matter anymore
When you’re heartbroken about the results and pretend it’s ok
It’s not ok
When youre disgusted with yourself and try to hide that
When you make a big mistake when ypu thought it wasn’t
When you have to do something you just don’t want to do
When you have no time for that paw thing you just do t want to do
When no one picks up the phone on the other End of the line
When. You have to ring a million times and there is still no answer on the other end of the line
When the emails you get are horrible
When your email gets forwarded to loads of people you’ve never even met
When youre a fake
When you beg for what’s it yours
I when you get a message that says
يا خايبة
يخص
When you try to shut it out but you think it’s true
When your failure is loud
When you made that failure loud
When you have to beg like a curling dog
When you have to be out in your place really
When you have to be out in your place
Fixed mindset - Whwn you cannot get out of it
When you feel so lonely and so big at the same time
When it just cannot be done
When you feel so tired and someone else says I’m more tired than you
So you can just shut up about your tiredness how dare you even think of it
When the voice is always angry
Just like the exam you will never be able to fix it
When you are too ashamed
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