Feelings

So... Much to pretend about, a few simple scenes in my life over the last couple of days, hours, Have utterly changed my mind, but can they change my life? I think about things, the spaces in time and how they move, maybe they are so interconnected we cannot even begin to imagine how destiny glues our imaginations, fates and moments in a one eventful memory, If I could, I would analyse the depth of thoughts each person had, figure out the meaning of the glow in their eyes, for beyond every eye is a million ideas, a million shadows and a million identities, I wish I could discover it all, every speckle of truth, every madness of lie, so I could make the real decision, but tell me, we are so superficial that scientifically our emotions only show 1 or 2 cells of surface that they mean, the rest is hidden, forbidden into the crucifixes of fear. And show me, our minds complicate relationships like a planet unknown so far is the distance of understanding a simple pleasure of peace... The light shines on my heart, but the reflection is somewhere ... someplace even I Cannot find...it goes where the sea of reality cannot flow, and therefore I am protected from traffic... delaying my happiness.