Living where the Sun twirls and the stars swirl, my life is running so fast and I can never catch up – Everything is ahead of me – All I want to say and do is somewhere I cannot reach – I feel that I am the smallest rock in the ocean – falling and falling in darkness. But in Reality, I am living where Urban Streets race to an unforgiving future and trails of musical experiences blare through sound systems of woofer catastrophes. Youth is catastrophic – Split from my heart when I was young; I forgot how to read my thoughts – Understanding the galaxy so small in front of me – I failed it intensively – Who am I/Where am I and What should I be – I am LOST living in a fragile scene and should be a soldier fulfilling dreams –
It’s always pouring disdain - it’s always splashing fear of rain all over my soul.
MISUNDERSTANDING is the key to my misery yet I don’t know that because I’ve never tried to discover- If I searched for my happiness from deep within me, I would find I was looking in all the wrong places. If I tried to begin from a new road and find a different journey than the one I am taking now – My ideas in life would change – MY opportunities would increase vastly and my success would never falter – But this journey I never want to try. This road I have heard about and I never ask for directions, I never ask for hope to believe.
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its been five years and a bit since this comment
........5 years on I was younger , I am older, what has changed??? what has become of me , what has erased inside me and what has instead grew, welll... this time ive taken the right path this time ive taken the road less taken so hard to find but when found will take you to the best place you could ever imagine ..... .A heaven inshallah
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