The Mustafa principle 1

Allowing others actions to control your emotions 

 A walking disaster

A walking mess of anguish

All possible mistakes

All resentments in the legs

All guilt in the hands

All messed up thoughts in the head

All gone wrong

A hoarder of life’s junk

Although strangely it’s explainable 

But that’s for another day 

Then I  ask myself

Are you not applying the same principle? 

Feeling emotion completely based on other news Peoples actions? 

And if other peoples  actions are not to your liking then 

Well you’re screwed basically

Having seen what this does to others

Can’t you learn?

A long time ago 

Someone was so angry at mad at someone for not visiting them in their time of most need in Cairo 

I probably don’t know the whole story

I suspect

It was a mix of true need and jealousy of other peoples sisters coming but not his own 

Either way it resulted in about a three year grudge

I also suspect that grudge geared hatred resentment hardship making life more difficult

What happened in the end?

Nothing

Life continued

Death also continued

But life persevered 

And the grudge holder one 

Had to put the difference aside

HAD TO and in fact changed the emotion 

I feel so stuck between right and wrong

Hard and easy

Anger and love

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