Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Soldier thought 1

I'm trying to play chess
i am rubbish but I hope to improve

but thinking about it
I have learned an awful lot from the game as a metaphor for life so new idea for a string of thoughts and words plays in my mind each one will be called whatever the piece in the picture is

Soldier/Pawn thought

dont underestimate the simplicity of someone or something - you may be damaged or threatened by even the most innocent types of people and they may loom over you , you not knowing which way to turn, always start a day, a moment, a conversation, a relationship with a clear mind but try to keep safe from even those who may seem innocent  - do not trust all for you do not know their next moves, do not say all you feel or your most beautiful or darkest secret for you do not know how they will use that for them or against you , do not assume they want the best for you for indeed theyre motive may be something else completely

now let me turn that around

there are soldiers out there who would fight for you, lay their lives for you, want not just the best for you but simply want you, your eyes, mind, body, heart and soul to be safe, they fear for you more than themselves and they want to be with you all the time but if protecting you is waht it takes then its what it takes. there are soldiers taht want to love you forever and betrayal is not in their game for they fear god andthey fight for inner peace and a golden heart is whats inside them there are soldiers you should love forever, respect and cherish for they are men of bravery, courage and love , they are the most important part of your life and you love them because they deserve it but also because you need to love someone so faithful so strong, and sound like a good soldier , a good man, a good father, a good husband.

so there are soldiers..... and their are soldiers......
                                  

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -