There could not possible be a worst first day
today is the first of february
and I am in death mode
my body feels burned
my mind feels scorched
my anger is so cruel i do not know even how to feel it
my pleasure is so far away i cannot see it
my self
i am in alive off
there could not possible a worst state of being or mind
i feel so lost even my face i do not know
my eyes want to be blind
my ears want to be deaf
my heart wants to continue bleeding
i cannot do this no more
livewhen dead
be dead when alive
today is the first day of the second month and i am still far far away
from my dreams
from it all
i am still far far away
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