one day before Ramadan_living in worry and fantasy

8) Pisces Pisces don't like working hard Pisces want to be more active and driven but there’s too much going on in their lives for them to stay focused. Of course, they have some inner grit but worries and fantasy take hold of their imaginations too often for them to remain motivated about working. They see themselves as victims of circumstance rather than just being lazy. And it is very true even reading the horoscope has allowed me to not guilt myself for not praying ontime and concentrating on the awkward sure its a matter of everything happening to me not by me but being a victim or feeling as such is nothing more than a crutch than a crumbled foil with nothing in it nothing more than throwing yourself out to the dogs.... one day before Ramadan and im a mess im all wrong im unhappy with how i look im unhappy with my thoughts and actions im unhappy with my inability to continue things i want and dream im unhappy with my lack of patience im unhappy with my attitude towards myself first , then others i dont see the best in me at all as its just covered in mud in dirt in turmoil in lack of concentration worries and fantasy is right its exactly me all i do is live in worry and fantasy

50 reasons I love you

50 Reasons🌹🌹🌹 I love you🌹🌹

Pretty.👩

Soul mate👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Sweet😘

Never give up on me🤦‍♀️

Honest😊

Dedicated 🤩

Confident😎

Sexy🥰

Respectful 🧕

Trustworthy👍🏼

My rock🤩

Make me feel happy😂

You love me no matter🤪 what

Selfless😇

Generous 💸

Good friend👫

Honey eyes 👁️👁️

Wise🙈🙊🙉

 Forgiving💞

Humble🦋

Godly example🤡

Married me👰🤵

Best Mum🤱

Love shopping

Keep me safe💌

Protective

Amazing wife👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

Do anything for me🌈

Excellent cooker👩‍🍳

Motivated

Believe in us🎼🎼🎼

Funny

Loving 💛🧡❤️💜💙💚

Likes to travel 🇰🇾🇧🇷🇳🇱🇸🇧🇪🇭🇬🇧🇺🇸

Know good restaurants 🏬🏢🏤

Hard worker

Clever 

And the love of my life💘

Pieces of me 19- a hopeful twist

The 5 year title 2026 – A hopeful twist 

A lovely person, with a great attitude. Having a great job, truly fulfilled but also being a dedicated mother and wife. A writer. A cook. A traveller. A collector of beautiful things. A supporter not a leader for my family. A person they can count on and that they can love. I want to find health and wealth first in my mind and then in heart followed by money. I wish no drama. I wish actually the mundane, the normal. A life of no drama with simplicity is lovely. The mundanity of excellence. Yes. I wish lots of books. Lots of magazines. Lots of podcasts and hot coffee. And of course mint tea. Going with my family to ramadans in Egypt and then the madina and then hajj. Musalsals. Being a tv fan, a shahid fan, a now fan, a Netflix fan. Having good eyes only. Ramadan in Khartoum with my lovely family. Maybe a new house, maybe not. But wherever I am I want to be never complacent. Never in turmoil and never out of love. Most importantly I want my husband. Who I love very very much and desire to have forever. I find lust and trust in him. I find honesty and calm. I find love and happiness. I find a deep connection. I find friendship and joy. I find connections that meet like jigsaws. I find understanding. He is like a book of breath to me. One that I need and strive to have. Because of him, I try. Because of my family, I live. Because of me, I wake up.  

Pieces of me 16- very close forever

I wish we can be very close forever

Not losing pace 

 Not losing fight

Not losing plight of our aims and mission

Not losing effort

Doing things like you feel true about it 

Pieces of me 11- the red cup

Of tea sits from the morning

If I hadn’t saved the fruit salad it would be in the same fate

So if we’re in a new life with new ways 

Why keep old ways

New ways are here

So cups should not sit and fruit salads will never be made again 

Pieces of me 10- the mistake

To cry over the wrong things

To say the wrong things

To feel the wrong things

To want the wrong things

To pray I could take them back

Nothing can be taken back 

Nothing can move back 

Only forwards

It was mistake when I never believed

All good things do come to an end

It was a mistake

To forget my life and how it works

To forget that finding happiness is  in my hand

It was a mistake

To have high expectations

Yes

That was the biggest mistake

To have high expectations

It was a mistake to stop asking

What if I never found out?

Pieces of me 9- the decision

Is to write write

Write and write

It’s the only way to heal

Paper can’t shout 

Paper can’t misunderstand

paper can’t shut

Paper is white

Paper is truth 

Beliefs must stay core

Good things must stay core

Good things I have control over 

Like listening to podcasts music series and radio

Like writing about love

Like being at peace with my beautiful children

Like finding allah for I have lost him 

Like finding myself

Like being nice to myself

Like believing in myself 

Like never confusing strength with anything else

I will no longer turn to disappointment

No longer turn to fear

No longer turn to threats

And no longer turn to expectation

I will not lie

I am very hurt

I am very angry

I am very disappointed

I am very discouraged

I am scared

But like a cancer diagnosis or like an ill heart

Or like any other disease

It must be faced full on and the treatment found

And even in the bad cases

When treatment fails 

People still try 

Before it’s all over

They still try