Imagine living with a devil
inside you
eating you alive.... as you try to continue
doing something anything , you don't know what
imagine sleeping awake and thinking asleep
nothing is evolutionary, nothing is
documentary
nothing is right
imagine needing something so much so deeply
desperately praying for it , yearning for it all those years and then suddenly
it all melts in to truth and it happens and then what....
you forget Allah, Life , accordance with
memory you forget who you are and turn into a broken down desperation of
freedom like an open prison
worse
your inside with an open door and you
choose to stay ...inside
although there is freedom if you just step out
there is a whole new world
just
out
there
i want to ask you hope
why are you like this so .... angry with
yourself
so down
so lacking in confidence
yes
it seems like you have it all but i don't
think it is all
i think its pride
and arrogance
and although i am kind I am deeply evil
inside too
to be continued....
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