I am very sad
And yet i promise myself a new day
One that you would be proud of
For i feel you are the fresh air gone in the morning dew and yet i feel you , your crisp freshness in my cheek
For i see your bouncy long hair waving in the background and you are flying happy young healthy and somehwere u deserve and you hair glistens in my heart forever
And i see you turn your head towards me one final glance your smile awkward with those beautiful teeth
Your dimples swinging joy
Your eyes glistening with sharp love
And i can hear your sweet unique voice
Goodbye
But you will always be with me sana bana my dear lost one
And yet i hold u in my heart
And yet you bloom in my soul
Flowers all colours joys and power for my existence
Ya allah give me patience
Ya allah change me
Ya allah dont break me
Ya allah help me stay strong not from crying but for believing that i can get through missing her
Ya allah change me
Ya allah
