time is precious
and yet it seems
I only waste more of it
administered so expensively
and yet unsaved so tragically
discovering new music is a life saver
but unable to keep promises is a heart breaker
today is my last day
here
suddenly it doesnt seem so bad
and yet i know
it was
its strange how we get accustomed to situations until
its ok
i know this wasnt ok
but i reached a zone where it was
maybe from tommorow i may be able to fry eggs and stew vegatables
i really hope so
because im sick of living so unnaturally
like animals
this was
I wish I woulc understand myself better
know how to conect all the unconnected dots
fuse up light inside me
and make me glitter
i wish i could ...change
like now
move homes
i wish i could move personalities and become someone i really need to be
this change i carve for
what is it though?
i dont thnk ive ever asked myself that question
its always i just want to change
but what do i wnat to change to
what is it?
to be continued
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