Showing posts with label A Beautiful Dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label A Beautiful Dream. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Beautiful Dream part 5

It's in the elegance , the correct use of smiling and faith and its in how much you believe in yourself and how you present yourself, how you dress, how you wear, how you collect and thus how much truth you hold, you can make yor dreams real only if you live
A beautiful Dream
I plan to be
no moretears
I plan to see
all my wishes 
i plan to make
beautifaly true
and no longer fake
sussed out will be
all those intentions
that make me the same
with no different attention
beautiful dreams i plan to seek
and I never want to again weep
over spilled tears that i can no longer take back
prayers that ive asked for that were not in my track
beautiful it is to see a dream
with all its image and ease when it gleams
and I plan to be beatiful
always and better
and im sorry only that I could not have been stronger
earlier
but this year
is a beautiful expansion
of a new future 
inshallah 
of the real
beautiful dream






Sunday, September 16, 2012

Beautiful Dream part 4

A beautiful dream is what i ask for
one that god prepares for me and that is in store
A beautiful dream though needs determination
and a healthy aspiration
to be a better woman, in everything
and a  beautiful dream needs inner love
and strong connection with the one above
A beautiful dream is what I want to reach
like a ladder I will climb until the peak
of the heavenly time
and the earthly moments of heaven
and the harships of entrance
and the ease of faith
and the beauty of a dream of true love and a wise mind
and patience
a beautiful dream requires patience
and a trembling conscience
so it can never hold wrong
a beautiful dream cannot go with the same person that has a weak
heart
or a weaker belief
a beautiful dream for me can only go with the best ....and kindest woman
that tries her best and heals her inner beauty before the outer softness and curves
Ya Rab



I wonder if people with beautiful dream swaste their time on facebook

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Beautiful Dream Part 3

Marriage is intended to be a way 

in which man 

and woman help each other 

to become what 

God meant each one to be, 

their deepest and 

truest selves.

Beautiful Dream Part 2

Beautiful Dream Part 0 (I sit to feel where am I going?)

Let me think where am I going
I need to remember what am I doing
I want to make sure of details I'm sowing
I must confirm these emotions, so overjoying

Ride with me journey of the night
for I couldnt sleep in fear I might
wake up somewhere not mine , not right
somewhere not here shining this bright

Tell me the flowers that I hold
can I smell the strength of this fantasy so bold
No such thing as once upon a time I was told
but now I am the princess as the story unfolds

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Beautiful Dream Part 1

Beautiful Dream Part 1 ( The beginning of a dream come true)

Beautiful Dream, come to me
have my beauty known to thee
let all the world succumb to what you see
through intricate lace and delicate key

Beautiful time, whisper I will
let all the whiteness from true hearts spill
for in a moment, a tiny moment, I break the thrill
and close my eyes and fear , that moments nil

But even handsome princes desire to fall
under the spell of one girls call
let it be me to rise tall
let it be to deserve it all

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What it is...

I see Life like a rose in the ice... beautiful but with cold settings - There are so many incredible things out there - but we always need to fight and perservere against the hardships too... otherwise the cold will win ... and we will wither away.

My imagination has led me to believe in something called 'Sudan Fairytale' -
The fantasy that My country will one day be independant and proud, never selfsish to provide its people with its needs, give freedom and success to all, be forever committed to achieve a prosperous inhabitance to every Sudanese in their own country-

My eyes fail me and I see the truth which I call - 'Khartoum Heartbreak' - This is a theme running through the blog under the 'Khartoum Heartbreak' Poems and whatever else about Sudan conveying broken down love, poor streets and cut off electricity along with a lot of other decays and problems in Khartoum city Life.

But I love my country and so I have no choice but to merge the Pain and the Love as one.

Faith is my heart and I could never do without it hoping in my prayers that I can be someone better always and that God forgives me as I fall in Mistakes through that frozen path of Life...

Sometimes I feel under control with all the too many emotions that run to colour my days and nights - Books, movies, music, dreams, friends, family, strangers, travel, - reality - the 10 O' Clock news -Most of the time I'm very Lost in trying to understand - whatever happens becomes tangled into writing this confusing memoir -

It's a really odd combination of air - not sure whether it is refreshing or suffocating - stabilising or maddening - But I breathe and
so it is
'Memoirs of a Sudanese breath' as I am 'Lost but under control' -