I never usually 13

you see it's beautiful filled with the man of my dreams

no you see its real filled with magic and fantasies living in the world of my desires

you see, i can't explain, i can;t think

i can only try and write and do what i believe is the beginning of a global change in my heart

i never usually change

i always say i will

and i never do

and i never

call me stubborn, call me weak

but suddenly my mind - it was as if my mind found a new mind

and i became a new thought and a new person

it was as if my hunger STOPPED
and i needed no more

but this

i just needed to understand how someone loves , how someone needs

sacrifices and gets hurt but deep down never stops loving

lots of jealousy, lots of lust

lots of memories, that I must

make

and take from being here

and being near

to this drama

to this saga

of wants and wishes

in front of my eyes coming true

i never usually get so hooked on something so

you might say ... silly

but this is nt silly

this is my start

of a solid garden of a future - HOPE