Starbucks cannot be enough the black bucket of caffiene inside my veins
I want to scream
Holding hands
Calm
Laughing yet
My heart beats uncontrollably
I have no control really
This strong inflatable woman
Yet really legs pressing voices agonising
People misunderstanding
Anxious they say
Manly they say
But weak i am
Lost i am
My branches coming out like malformed genetic hybrids
I look and do as mum
But its unmagical
I want to acream
Love love love
The type that walks in hotels crisp of the edge of wanting something never found never known
The heartbreak shines of her eyes the ones that fall after she thinks its all over but her heart burns in agony… for all of that
And then the type that makes men press on the pedal of their bmw faster harder to reach… her
Just to see just to be
Just to
Make me feelempty ashe gets his coffee and goes upstairs
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