No in between
No im sure
No i care or dont
I want or dont
Just
Distance
No knowing
No understanding
No clarity
No me no him
Just the stairs
And soon we might not even have a stairs
So where will the running be now
Youll just have to jump!
Or stay
Or avoid
God im scared
Can i do this
Is this the right thing for us for me
Am i ok
What is going to happen
Who is correct and who isnt
My anxiety or my reality
My anxiety or my thinkingprocesses For me its clinging on for others its madness
I had to say no to tomoro and friday
Wish i cud
But where is the money working for someone else
?
I
Feel
Sad
I wish leanne didn't finish
Me like
Me dont like my pain of rejection
And the fainting adrenaline inside
What is going to happen
Who is correct and who isnt
My anxiety or my reality
My anxiety or my thinkingprocesses For me its clinging on for others its madness
I had to say no to tomoro and friday
Wish i cud
But where is the money working for someone else
?
I
Feel
Sad
I wish leanne didn't finish
Me like
Me dont like my pain of rejection
And the fainting adrenaline inside
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