The pinching moon

 Dear Eman and Ahmed (baby is too small for my wrath)

I’m sorry I’ve been like this 

Turmoil for you to see

And yet you kiss me and soothe me with your bob marley twirls

Don’t worry about a thing

Cuz everything in the world is going to be alright

And yet I pinch 

Drastically unaware of my own pain and my own anger

My own sorrows and my own turmoil

I do nothing but fade when I scream

Your little beautiful ears melt with my voice

And yet like drugs I continue

Let me tell you 

Tommorow is a life changer

I’m sick of who I am 

In everything

I feel so alone yet I have created this 

I miss you already 

As you continue to hate me

Tommorow either way I’ll find out some things

If painful shall I continue to torment

You ask me I want a new home

Why didn’t you wear socks? 

It’s all there

Oh how I wish I could just give you 

Oh how I wish I could change it all for you 

I do not want to be the parent that drives you away 

I am sorry