Answers

 In a time of desperation the answers are painful 

I feel sad

Not knowing

Not having

Someone out there knows

And yet I’m angry 

I’m frustrated

I’m lost

I’m anxious

I’m wishing

I’m hopeful 

But they wouldn’t care

No answers 

Back

In my mind it’s all black 

I tried

I don’t know if I failed … yet

I’m just so heartbroken like I’m waiting for it to be all unleashed 

Through the gate 

With their key of confirmation 

We are sorry to let you know… 

I feel 

Feel less 

I’ve tried 

But I just don’t have any more power in me 

I’ve given it all up 

Only allah has all the power

The answer is out there

The one I don’t want and the one I do

The one I dream of and The one that shatters

The answer can be hard

Can be tough 

Can be sore

Can be really aching

And one must go through it all 

Until it is confirmed or until it isn’t 

Until it’s there or until it’s not

That light 

Was probably the new person 

I just can’t face it

Those in the queue Someone has the answer

 And history repeats faced with tragedy I distract 

Until it’s too late

The answer is 

Don’t be like this