Lost my touch

 My boy 

My self

My words

What’s right what’s wrong

What I deserve what I don’t

Who I am who I’m not

How strong I am how strong I need to be how strong I should be

 How worried 

How moving forwards how moving back

How helpful

You know it’s really upsetting when you do or say something and it’s taken the wrong way 

But then again I was told I was spoilt 

Am I ?

Or is it will powered

How great I am 

How bad I am 

It’s sad hiding

It’s sad calculating

Am I the one to blame

Or is it others

Am I the one to fear

Or am I to fear

Am I the one to solve or do I tangle

Am I the one to try or is there no point

It is really worthless

You know

Who you are right now