Disaster.

Life thoughts and dreams 

Worries and hopes

Combine 

Merge

Dissolve me

My daughter

Her eyes are so beautiful 

And I worry she strays from their beauty 

Melting me with trying to decipher her plans

Her thoughts 

How can I understand her thoughts if I don’t even know mine 

If I don’t even know what I want or what I can do 

If I don’t know how to calculate time by results

And fears become promises

Hopes become huge

And my thoughts are lost in. The middle

And everything consumes me 

What I need

What I want 

What I can do 

What I can’t do 

These days I think there is nothing I can’t do …

And that’s a lost tale 

The thing I really really really really should be able to do 

Which is lose weight

I’ve never managed to do 

So can I succeed 

In everything else

The answer is 

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