Who am I angry at ?

for I really have no one to be angry at but myself feeling the weakness but i am angry its like im being isolated from love although i am the most that loves it its like im being asked for nothing although i want to give all my love its like im stupid although i know i more better and clever than this its like im angry at the whole world but mostly the whole world is me because i know at the end Allah will only ask me why i did that and it wont be oh, let someone else take the blame no one can take the blame for my anger and weaknesses but me and just as i do i pay just as i break i shatter its wrong full stop its wrong but who am i angry at? who deserves to have responsibility for my pain?