Looking at the 10/40

Sometimes you fail and you get that result so you have to choose

Do you continue in what it is you have a fail in until the end or do you give up and say it’s too hard

Or it’s not for me 

Or I knew I was in too deep 

I chose to continue - to put that result behind me and do the rest trying as I handed things forwards not just doing it 

No trying and doing and guess what 

That result changed from 10/40 

To 65/100 

And even more 

I passed 

A 

Really

Hard

Module

 

Others left it 

Others gave up 

But I will never forget sitting there with battery life doing an mcq in mid Khartoum crying over some things in my life just before and feeling like I’ve hit rock bottom 

The equations however were not harder than me or life

And so here I am in the future of that woman in the past who didn’t give up translating  her tears and efforts with success

Life is like that 

Filled with yes and no 

Filled with try and try harder

But most importantly 

Filled with 

Do not take the fail 

Move forwards and keep going until those fails becomes passes 

Do not look at the small picture

Look at the big

Do not look at the little bad things

Look at the little good things

And remember you can do it 

You do have the ability and you are not in the wrong territory

Also remember that only god can love u in a way that can save you so turn to him