Tuesday, February 9, 2021

Pieces of me 9- the decision

Is to write write
Write and write
It’s the only way to heal
Paper can’t shout 
Paper can’t misunderstand
paper can’t shut
Paper is white
Paper is truth 

Beliefs must stay core
Good things must stay core

Good things I have control over 
Like listening to podcasts music series and radio
Like writing about love
Like being at peace with my beautiful children
Like finding allah for I have lost him 
Like finding myself
Like being nice to myself
Like believing in myself 
Like never confusing strength with anything else

I will no longer turn to disappointment
No longer turn to fear
No longer turn to threats
And no longer turn to expectation

I will not lie
I am very hurt
I am very angry
I am very disappointed
I am very discouraged
I am scared

But like a cancer diagnosis or like an ill heart
Or like any other disease
It must be faced full on and the treatment found
And even in the bad cases
When treatment fails 
People still try 
Before it’s all over
They still try 


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