Pieces of me 8 - I came here

To be happy 

I came here to be loved

I came here to be attached 

I came here to be light

I came here with dreams

I came here with hopes 

I came here with a vision 

I came here with excitement 

I came here with defiance

I came here for completion 

I came here with things

I came here with nice things

I came here to find myself

And my family to reconnect

I came here for connection

I came here for love

I came here so I wouldn’t be alone

A lot of these things happened

But for a small amount of time

A very small amount of time

And then none of these happened

And life became sour

Became 

Quiet

Khartoum heartbreak at its best

01.01 am here in the desert with stings if all kind

For the balcony cools the mosquitos and invites them to bite my open heart 

That admits defeat

That admits sorrow 

That admits shock

And the biggest sadness

Loss

The stings are numerous

But I give my body to the malarial insight of a broken relationship 

For imagine!

Distance had hidden us into lies!

And the power of similar numbers but with one different at the end 

Tore us apart

I feel like I’m at the farthest location on earth 

The tents of the deepest Persian mountains 

Or maybe the smallest town on earth 

Or maybe the most silent

I ask myself

What is mOre important to me 

My health and happiness my smartness my goodness or something else?