Im here for ...work

Im here for love
To try love who i am 
And what im doing
I seeno point in running
Running
And not having any moment to breathe
To identify
To truly love
I am a time eater
Suddenly gobbling it all up and not eve feeling full
My time is expanded useless
And scattered
I am unable to sharpen my thoughts and manifest truth
I feel scared
Because
All i want is to be someone
But am worried this will never happen
What happened to that girl tough and smart
Not the one she thinks she is
The one that is
I miss myself
I miss who i am
I miss my role in life
I miss having identity and lmeaning
And worse i miss being right
Not always in the wrong