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Here i am a long week later

I love how my bodyaches but i wish i could get better

I love how this week has been precious

I ask myself

Why i never did vegatableS in eggs before

Why i didnt drink so much water

Why i didnt like to exercise

Why dont i like to exercise?

Its hard

But its nice and worth it

Ifeel different 

I definitely dont want to go back to the way i was

Lost

Angry

Tired

Broken

Not happy with who i am

I dont deserve that

And i want to be healthy for me 

I love allah

Sooo much

And i have that when no one does 

Here

Its like thwyre all renting 

And i am too but i kno who im renting from

This body

Is also rented

And i want to help it not ruin it

Not waste it

I want to be luxurious and simple

Young and warm

Happy and proud

Smart and fun

Strong and sexy

Beautiful true

Ya rab help me