youre not serious

so insensitive but whos more
im like the sick not going to the doctor
even though they know they have the cure

so hurtful but whos more
im stabbing myself every single time

new pains
I didnt want
new reasons i didnthave
new explorations i ahve to take

but journeys that im mmissing out on
and adventures im blinded to
and love im needing but depriving myself of


he tells me youre not serious
maybe hes right
maybe its just all my fault
and all my time and all my love is lost
in never being serious


to be continued....