Ramadan...Tide swept or Anchor?1

I've
let the world suddenly pass me by
you see this is what i do
choke when i succedd, when get near and when can see alight i throw dirt over it

I've lost success
even though i had it
here I am
waiting for answer I knw I dont deserve
what i deserve is
better


here i am waiting for a result i know will NOT come like this


I need time?
I need a push?


How pathetic

how pathetic
my drive is gone
my checking in with reality
my understanding of hope

who are you


HOPE?


Ramadan is coming and this year as usual as anything else will I be swept wit hthe tide?

or will i become the anchor

this is my Ramadan entries

TIDE swept or Anchor