Door 8: timE to balance, time to remember the rest

I listen to what ive always wanted to do
its rejuvenating exciting
i am so happy finally

but when i turn there are still other prts of my life untouched
power cut
dark and tired
like before
its like i have taken all my energy and condensed it into this one thing
good


but not so great
what about faith?
what about reading?
what about the mind
what about everything else

my body is listening to me
everyday i feel a little part of me come back
as i lose pain and misery andweakness

words are no more sharp
i am getting stronger physically anf mentally

but i am still listening todevils
i am still not fully in control
i must be awareof thisfor
if you dont know the dangers you will falli nthem
balance is what you need
balance is what yourequire

you have awoken from a deep sleep but dont go to sleep in other areas and only stay awake here

dont what does god mean to you?