a terrible smell 2

am i held down?

if icould see it all

fell it all hear it all

am i held down

with chains

with masks

wth ropes

with stares

wth terrible smells

hypnotised

bruised

traumatised

beaten

and i dont even feel it?

if i could see

would it be awful

or wonderful

that smell

would it be made

or would it fade

am i held down ?

am i delibrately being broken

is somene stelaing my time 

or am i letting my time being stolen

am I pooror rich?

am i young or old

well what do i feel like?

i feel old

and i feel poorer

because i have given it all away

all awy

and just took the terrible smell