Ya RAb dont leave me alone

Ya Rab you helped me today
please help me everyday
please dont leave me alone
even if i forget you
or deny you the beauty of faith
please do not deny me the beauty of your help

Ya Rab save me from all my sins
help me to fight
help me to forget
help me to.....change
help me to listen
to myself first
to the Quran.....
wow I miss the Quran
I miss sitting on a 5 am darkness in the morning of a new existence and dawn
soul freshly woken and tested to survive...right

Ya Rab i have broken a very important connection
why do i care about certain things
and forget other things
why do I want certain thing and forget that i want other things


I want other things
good things
sweet things
happy things
beautiful things
I want to pass life
the test that you give me


Y a R A b help me
dont leave alone
Ya RAb
help me
Ya R a B

Why do I want certain things
and not want other things


I am arrogant and demanding and not actually clever and it scares
me
If  i was clever I would wake up for you
i would hcange ...fryou
not for them
if iwas clever i would make you my centre
and not facebook
if i was clever my whole llife would change and i would be doing very well in all parts of my life