morning today....early but unfasted

i have a lot to say but a short time to say it
summary is key

I demand from myself a happier life
I demand love and purity
I demand that what IIIIII
say happens
Not in anyway am I mean today
not in any way am I selfish today

quite the contrary I am
kind and peaceful
I feel intimidated by all the troubles Ive caused myself
all reversible but all unnecessary

I demand from myself
and I deserve a better existence


Ya Rab
help me always to fight my battles and win
Ya Rab