Ive lost you handsome soldier

you swerve in chivalry
ignite in honesty
walk in bravery
talk in spirituality

You dive in loyalty
Rise in superiority
but never in vanity
cool with tranquility
cool with serenity

I like you
I need you

you are the handsome soldier of my dreams
the one that I think of over and over
no mtter how much I may have forgotten you
or changed you
or even killed you

somewhere you are always mine
somewhere I come back to you
becasue you are the truth
you are the nice of everything
the beautiful of everyone
the centre of me


I am sorry for all ive done
I am sorry for all ive said
I am sorry for all i havnt done
I am sorry for all i havnt said

I wish I could turn bak time and erase anything  that made you unhppy
even though you do not know me or see me I know you would be unhappy

I wish I could change things and be the woman you deserve
for when I look at myself now I do not see the woman of YOUR dreams

I wish I could find you
maybe my life will get ...transformed

but I know that is unfair
for when we meet
it si the transformation we both create that is unique that is ours
and I am selfish to ask for both tHaT and ThIs