as I looked up to the sky... more than 2 years ago

The only one who can limit you is yourself

I can do that

when god gives me the world

and opens the future with a golden key

when god offers me love, help, freedom and happiness

I am still lost

WHY?

can i not just , STOP, take a deep breath and start again - but keep it real

with gratitude and strength

I need to never give in

and not be selfish

God has not been anything but kind

he is so kind

so kind

as i sat there - I looked to the sky and thanked him

so hard

because he had given me a place right here , right now

and i was romantic for that

that was romance and passion

not...this

this is wrong permission of an unforgiving kind

I am unforgiving to myself

I am .... wrong

__________

I am...pieces of broken glass
By the mother land of anger
I am...broken into tiny pieces and returned
What am I to do now?
Forgive?
Forget?
Remember?
Be well
Be kind
There is a limit to how kind can I be
Though and it is hard
I can’t understand why it is so bad
Why it is deep
Why it is so ....true?
I don’t know
It shouldn’t be so difficult
It should not be