I wish , I honestly wish I could go back to the day I made a facebook
and think
I read somewhere that 10 million commments are made a day and 2 million friend requests are accepted - The article talked about 'being in the loop' and you become so much so in that loop - you cannot come out
every year after ramada - I promise myself I will only open it once a week - then it becomes once a day for 15 minutes only
then I lose
to the loop
I feel like this is the first mistake in my life i need to fix
It's innocent I know - friends, comments, Pictures, more comments, posting what I like
jsut now I posted I like cherry blossoms
seeing what other peple are doing
why does that bother me?
what other people are doing
the problem with fbook is it has become a sort of communication
you cannot jsut pick up and go
people text u email you catch u through fbook and u the same
it is a tough loop to detach from
but I feel like an invisible loop is tying me down so bad
when I open the net its always fbook
before the last moment i leave i check fbook
if I comment I wonder what people think or wrote
if I like a video or something I want every1 to know abot it
this is wrong
its also wrong to completely forget about it
balance
yes I have a fbook but it doesnt mean naything to me
I can and will not use it when I want to
I will leave it be the last thing i open in the day or week or even month
someone wants to contact me - they will find me and I will find them
I open my fbook in my own time not in its time
I open my fbook to check my life not others
if I want to check otehr peoples lives it s not to intervene in them
it is not to 'find out about them'
it is to keep in touch
Fbook is not the only way of communication
whn i get htat feeling I want or have to open it
I Will stop it
it is the first stage of healing
I cannot even imagine how much time I Will suddenly gain
that t ime is essential
it is my life that is stolen from me.....
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