if for every 2 hours......

Romantic comedies/ Romantic movies/ ROmance - it's my job
it's my ...life
How can a muslim woman like me let life become so....????? in film
I could watch a hundred of these a day
and then do it all over again the next day
if this sounds ridiculously out of poporiton - it is
I know it is
but I am picking up the pieces of my life and so  Iwill gratify this moment of self criticism
I melt into these emotions like chooclate in heat
I smile when they kiss
I know its gona go right
I love that
You know that the fight in the middle is gona get sorted
I hhave been so obsssessed with these ... pills
that I have forgotten how to watch a true movie
A movie
A good one

movies are meant to be something you love yes
not 2 hours of ...... commitment

I feel commited to watch these romantic movies

at first I thought it was normal - all girls love these kind of movies ( don get me wrong its not that its wrong to love or watch these movies what s wrong is my continouus seduction to watch it over and over and over again until I Could get sick_ )

for me these movies are like a drug
my own addiction
and its wrong
it has to stop
if for every movie I read Quran
I would find the love I need a thousand times stronger , a thousand times quicker, A thousand times here to stay

So stolen life - I Will not waste one more minute watching a movie I have seen before