I never usually 11

I want to fall in love once

I only want it once

to know it once, to hear it, to feel it

to see it

only once do i want to have his eyes and his soul

just once i want to know he loves me

forever he loves me

for before and after him, there is no other

there is no other

I am waking up to this dream

I am not sick of this dream

it's like cells in my mind are re made , are re born for this dream

I am renewed in my soul, in the inner depths of my soul

about what falling in love means

what it means

I mean its patience

and its strength

and its also kindness

and love

I could say a lot of things

but i only mean one thing

that i never usually think like this

I only want to stay like this

stay like this