I wonder

What an ousted preseident does the next day

Sleep in? 

Play tennis ? 

Or cry? 

I wonder what she meant when she said its a little bit out of our normal routine visiting mum in the nursery home but its ok. Did she mean it is what it is or its annoying ? Is there no fear that will be us one day

All that shouting, wailing. Trying

I wonder what he thinks of my thoughts

Reasonable, annoying, dramatic? 

I wonder what i think of his

Needs me for everything ( well thats wrong for sure) 

Iwonder why he did what he did 

Buying here not there, buying this not that buying for so and so and not that. 

I wonder how smart i am  how kind i am, how good i am  how honest i am. I wonder how healthy i am

I wonder where things are and where things will go

I wonder where things need to be and how calm can i be

I wonder how hard will it be to really relax and find calm and peace these next two weeks

And how calm i canbe no matter what 

I wonder what i know and what i dont. What i have promised for real and what i have promised in treason

I wonder whyi careabout the news

The world news the bad news the news that wastes time and weakenshearts

The news that wastes time