Wooden fights and tears

 Crocodile?

True?

Hormonal?

 Something has to give

I feel so stupid 

So lame

So tricked upon 

Like here I am 

Just 

So 

Lonely 

I can’t find 

The truth anywhere 

Not around me 

Not within me 

Not beneath me

All I know is

I am evil 

I ask too much and I need too much

Therefore people stay away repel 

And tarnish 

Break because of me

To show me

Now I I have to wait and wait and wait and wait 

And wait and wait for answers or for none