A full parking space with an empty heart

The window fills with my breath , the adrenaline beats just like exam time which I failed and failed again when I tried to make what was empty seem full

I feel pathetic not driven

For every reaction there is a solution 

Even if I win at things I still fail at my weakness of being weak 

People cannot fix what I do not have 

People cannot make better what I do not know 

People cannot change their minds about me 

But I can change my mind about the past

Even if the past was yesterday 

Being angry doesn’t work

Being hopeful with the wrong methods doesn’t work

You have left battlefields open 

 Living the lowest best as they said

Didn’t you ask for that now 

Failure is torment at what could have been and didn’t become however 

Failure doesn’t have to be wrong 

To be continued