Day 20

Day 20 

I dont know of somewhere here there

Horns feelings sadness happiness

Fat thin

Broken wrong broken right

Gold mending me nothing in me

I dont know

I just dont know

What this feeling is

Is it hate

Is it anger

Is it deep down depression

Is it loss

Is it guilt

Is it just the feeling of madness and i dont know

What makes me me and what makes me them and what makes me right or wrong

What makes us think and what makes us drive and what makes us believe in what we believe

Emotions

Fear

Remorse

Hate

Jealousy

What makes us fight and what is it we fight for and how long and how strong

Throwing tables

Writing messages

Rethinking never listening or being cornered

Learning from life to give to your new daughter

Believing

Wanting needing 

Not wanting for others 

Selfish 

Kind 

What is kindness

Passing beggars holding shopping bags

Theory politics

Or theory hard heart

Is that wrong or right a belief or not 

Where does it go 

Actions

Whos a bad person and who is not

You?

Are you a good person

Or are you a bad person pretending to be good or are you in the middle

Neither here nor there

Or are you just pathetic

History

Future

Today 

Tommorow

Life 

Death

Its all coming

So how ready are you 

How damaged and damaging

When will you be 

Ready?

When will you get there

When will you be there

When will you arrive

When will you stop the car and just sit

When will you just sit