A quiet night- post drama

Sneeze Away the old and breathe in the new don't take my disgust at myself a sign of weakness for I have found it is actually the opposite I am here to change and develop into everything I can be and I can be beautiful from the inside for I have learnt that beauty cannot be bought cannot be rented cannot be stolen it can only be found within u 

Within that heart of yours beating memorably

Within that mind of yours working wonderfully

Within those cells of yours craving happiness and the joy of the world 

Within those emotions of yours circling themselves

Within that anger inside you that makes you flock your wings like a peacock

Rather an unelegantfeather anger is

Within those fears of yours that can drive you the wrong way 

Within those smiles of yours thatch work wonders

Within those prayers of yours that can protect you from anything

That's where you find beauty within you

And around you

But if yo u lose your tongue it won't be beauty that you see I t won't be anything that you see

Remember Sanaas nodding

Remember how you are lucky to have the people you have in your life

Remember how your tongue is your connection to you r inner beauty

So what you say is a reflection of how beautiful or ugly u are 

Remember how honest you are

And don't let anything get in the WA y of that 

Remember the quiet 

That you must work hard to find 

And you should never give up

Remember it all

Sadness is the sprout for al things from there you learn to grow you learn to move forward but you also learn that there are other ways to choose

Like hope for hoping is a sanity

Not regretting 

For rethinking and regretting that which u think which u do is the true sadness

Not giving up 

For when u give up its like running back to the start again although you can see the finish line

Every time

No wonder you're sick of it

He's sick of it

For when you ooze madness

Your life will be decorated with chaos

That which you do not deserve

This year 

I challenge myself to open up and be all the things I wished I was

All the good words I couldn't be

All the fears that broke me I challenge them not let them challenge me

All the regrets. I ask them to simply convert into faith good planning and hope

For this year I will not challenge allah as I have done

I will easily

Succumb